Live?

Wrote this a long time ago, I'm fine now

Why do u do that
Why up ur hopes
Do u really wanna live
When all u see is knotted ropes

They asked you, why didn't you tell them
How u stared at the headlights, like it was fate
How u stepped out of the way, a little too late,
When u snapped out of the trance
The disappointment u had,
The headlights were gone
And u were mad.

The blade u took out of a sharpener
The road with speeding cars
The stapler pins u tried to dig
Was not enough but gave u scars

(how stupid)

How u wish u had a gun
So u don't have to make the run
How u want it to just stop
So your life doesn't flop.
But the hollowness in your chest
Wouldn't let you stop and rest
Maybe when the blood stops to flow
You won't have to feel so low

Tell them, how you loved the way it stung
faded the thought of being hung
The pain made the fog go away
now proceed with the guilt trip, U may